I've said it before, and I'll say it again

Nobody cares.
Especially about me and my mouth.


I'm just a joke. Somebody should be laughing by now.

In actuality, I don't even exist. I am one of those glitches that somehow wound up in the third dimension that obviously doesn't belong, but no one takes much notice to.
Yeah, I am that sore thumb.

I should try a little harder.
It happens every time.
I should aim a little higher.
It kills me every time.

My whole body folds on impact. I can't hold my own weight. My lungs collapse on impact. I can't hold my own breath.
And I live underwater
because it's the closest place to death.
i'll give up a thousand times
and i'll give up again.
I was wrong for acting smart, because actually, I know I'm not.

and i know you want the truth
i don't give a shit about you.
and you know i want the truth
i am far worse off than you.


and i'm just a joke
you should be laughing by now
AND I'M JUST A JOKE
i should be laughing right now.

the only thing keeping me alive
is my hate
and i am angry all of the time.


i don't deserve anything
not a single thing.