nothing to see here

there's two miles left
i'm sweating down another dress size maybe two
i'm getting real getting cold getting small

tomorrow came so fast
i thought it was today
my mind is exhausting
the things i shouldn't say.

i want you here.
i'd say right now but i'm trying to be an adult
i'll wait it out i'm getting cool getting wise.

tomorrow came so slow
i thought that it had passed
my mind is exhausting
because it moves so fast
and since you still want me
i just have to say
i'm only staring to
watch the ice melt away.

i walk for hours and my breath gets heavy claustrophobic in my chest and it swells in my lungs like the weight of my tongue when i've been smoking cigarettes.

i know your hands
they keep me hot keep me moving the blood flows
i'm getting tired getting warm getting full.

tomorrow exists if
i can get this right
my mind is exhausting
i didn't sleep last night.

i've walked ten miles to be in this bed and to see my sweat fall on your chest and it rolls down your ribs and leaves trails for my lips until my mind refuses to rest.
now i cannot leave
if there's something to leave here
i don't want to leave
if there's something i'd leave here