Failing at the Frameworks in this Variety Puzzle book. This is terrifying because these are my specialty.

There's a lot I want to write about except there's that barrier of discretion keeping me from pouring my guts out. I used to trample over this barrier all the time before. Unfortunately, I can't afford to do that now.

I never wanted anyone to think I was an asshole, but I think I made this sort of inevitable for myself. Seeing as I'm an asshole and all, it kind of makes it difficult to hide from the people who know you best. Only one person truly knows me who does not have my blood in his veins. And it feels like we have shared much more than blood. I don't know if this is good reason to stay together or not, because of how much we have shared. But I don't want to lose anything or give up on anything or be given up on. I'm just not sure if this is possible.