maannn

I hate it when I do something stupid and look like an idiot.
This might be something very generic to complain about, but it can also be some serious shit.

In other news...
1) School's done, for now.
2) Life's alright, for now.
3) Shouldn't blow things up in my head so much. Gotta take it easy because I don't wanna die from it. Stress, man. Stressin.
4) Super burnt out today, can't even use pronouns. Too much.
5) Making stupid mistakes is frustrating, but I should probably be chill when it happens.
5) I just want this feeling in the pit of my stomach to go away.

if it weren't for all the shitty people in my life

i would probably never feel motivated enough to do anything.

I think it's official

I don't think I could ever be anybody's wife.

Karl Pilkington's rationale

Noise: "You cant escape. It's the one thing you can't escape, noise. Your ears never turn off, they're always there. There's always sound. Like, your eyes, you can close them. My eyes close all the time. If I don't like the look of something, they close before I even thought about if I want to see it or not. Me ears, they seem to be interested in everything, even though I'm not."
"The sound of bird noises are louder abroad because they're trying to get above the noise of the noisy people."
"It's not even as if you can listen to what they're saying and have a view on their opinion. If you hear what people are saying, you don't have to turn the telly off."

Stealing candy: "So I'm getting fifty pence a day for delivering papers, and I need the energy. A Mars Bar is 45 pence. Now if I spent my 50p on a Mars Bar, I can't profit, it's not worth it. So help yourself."

I should wear a sign that says "Awesome idea. Not so awesome consequences". And then maybe you people would think twice.

Not to mention sleep is the stupidest thing we do. I wish I had beast blood so there would be no benefits regardless of where I slept or how long I slept for. It would be rendered completely meaningless as far as my daily activities. I would gladly feed on other human beings in order to give up the burden of sleep. Gladly.

Dear Life

You are super frustrating. Now I'm going to have to get drunk and eat garbage until I kill myself. Thanks a lot...
FOR NOTHING!

waayyyy

WAAAAYYYY too down.
that'll be enough of THAT.

I will never get used to not having friends near me, especially on social days such as today! But oh well. At least I know if I could get there, they'd hang out with me. One day, though, I'll have friends who will drive 40 minutes just so I can hang out with them, because they'll think I'm that awesome. ONE DAY.
But until that day, I've never had better friends than the members of the Thieves Guild, or Jordis the Sword-Maiden, or Vigilance, who I call Vig for short. He was the dog, but he just died so I hope I can get a new one.

The only girl you deserve is one who is too stupid to realize you verbally abuse her.

Such a horrible week.

I would love to curl up in a ball and not leave my room for a few days. Everything is fucked.