i read this on a chinese girl's about me

I like the world with changing, and you always staying with me.

Broken English makes everything a bit more precious.
Thanks, Hui.

ohh boyyy

I wish I was cooler!

Degrassi: Bad Medicine. Synopsis and Review

"bad medicine"

Alright, another episode with Riley, my new favorite character. As you may not know, he is secretly gay. However, he really WANTS to be straight. He doesn't like the fact that he likes guys. So, he takes steroid pills, in hopes of becoming more manly.
I'm sure you can guess that crazy shit that happens next.
Peter warns Riley about how they "give you boobs and make you all paranoid and stuff", but Riley doesn't listen. After a couple of weeks, he is able to lift double than what he started with at the beginning of the school year. And he starts trying to date girls, but chooses Sav's ex, Anya. Which is generally a bad move, and Sav gets in his face, but then backs down because Riley is all muscly and shit.
While all this is going on, Derek gets Danny to get this asian girl to go on a date with him. Then Danny realizes he likes her and is all jealous now, and then Derek is like, hey, it's cool, go for it. So they kiss, and it's the ugliest interracial couple I've ever seen.
Riley is also running from his past (LITERALLY). Throughout the show, he's texting this guy he used to know from summer camp, and it turns out to have been his first gay experience! So he's running in the woods and this guy is standing there, and is like, oh, hai Riley. And guess what socially awkward Riley does? He straight up runs away in the other direction! And then goes home and does hella push-ups. Oh well, because something really weird happens between the two of them in the woods a little while later. Let me tell you, this gay guy is extremely creepy looking. But it's like, why do they have to be so gay about it? I mean, they hook up in the WOODS for crying out loud, which is pretty typical, next to a public restroom.
So then I guess the drugs kick in, and Riley starts losing his mind. He thinks everyone is talking about him, and that Peter is telling everyone that he's gay. Riley can't handle it anymore and chucks the eraser right at Peter's chest. Peter looks at him like, wtf, and then says, "You have roid rage!" to which Riley responds, "It's my body, I'll do what I want." (real original, by the way.) Peter lists off all the afterschool special side effects of steroids to get the kids watching to stop.
Now it comes to the football game, and Riley is ALL pumped up and pissed off. Sav is freaking out, because Riley took Anya on a picnic, although they decided to just stay friends. Sav gets in Riley's face and said the picnic was gay. And with Riley, the "G" word is not permissible, therefore, Sav gets crazy headbutted and punched in the face until he's a bloody mess.
Riley quits steroids and Peter is like, you really thought steroids would make you straight?

The End.

REVIEW:
This episode was awesome. I love Riley, he's cool.
THe End.

I would do anything

to keep feeling this way.

Go Buy My Stuff

Go buy my stuff

anna's question of the day

New qotd to the right. Degrassi themed, you should enjoy that.

Still have yet to make videos. The editor is sleeping.

I feel like being one with nature today. Anyone wanna go on a hike?

hey guys

what's happening...

I'm posting this blog from the foreign location of Jesse's house via John's computer...
Here are the couple of things I have to say:

1) John has freckles
2) Jesse also has freckles
3) Tan people, such as my sister, do not have freckles.

Coming up:
A new episode of Literary Thought of the Day, because the Hunchback of Notre DAme is getting really good.
Also, expect another video of me and my sister, because we have some hot button issues to discuss, such as premarital sex and Barack Obama

Well, well, well

What have we here?

Guy Time

Definitely double or triple how long they say it's going to take for them to get somewhere. It's just testicular mathematics, this shit is fact.

nothing to see here

there's two miles left
i'm sweating down another dress size maybe two
i'm getting real getting cold getting small

tomorrow came so fast
i thought it was today
my mind is exhausting
the things i shouldn't say.

i want you here.
i'd say right now but i'm trying to be an adult
i'll wait it out i'm getting cool getting wise.

tomorrow came so slow
i thought that it had passed
my mind is exhausting
because it moves so fast
and since you still want me
i just have to say
i'm only staring to
watch the ice melt away.

i walk for hours and my breath gets heavy claustrophobic in my chest and it swells in my lungs like the weight of my tongue when i've been smoking cigarettes.

i know your hands
they keep me hot keep me moving the blood flows
i'm getting tired getting warm getting full.

tomorrow exists if
i can get this right
my mind is exhausting
i didn't sleep last night.

i've walked ten miles to be in this bed and to see my sweat fall on your chest and it rolls down your ribs and leaves trails for my lips until my mind refuses to rest.
now i cannot leave
if there's something to leave here
i don't want to leave
if there's something i'd leave here

Ron Weasley

I haven't been thinking much about Harry Potter lately, what, with all of my affairs I'm keeping in order. But I realized that it's getting pretty close to July 2009, which is when The HBP comes out. And now I'm getting all excited.
Anyways, I thought I would tide myself over with a bit of a Ron feast:












sighh
isnt that better?

BTW

ONLY THREE DAYS LEFT TO VOTE ON ANNA'S QUESTION OF THE DAY SO HURRY UPPPP

david parrish

old pictures, anybody?

L

is for the way you look at me

Living Single

THIS NEVER SHOULD HAVE BEEN CANCELED!!!!!

Me as of tonight

In case anyone was wondering..

BY THE WAY IF ANYONE NEEDS A COMMERICAL/AD WRITER, PLEASE HIRE ME INSTEAD OF THESE IDIOTS YOU'VE BEEN PICKING LATELY.
I can't stand the music, I really can't. And I think if I see another chemistry.com or Wal-Mart, or foreclosure or Glade candle commercial, I'm going to throw uppppp.
What happened to those Captain Morgan, or the Jack Link commercials. I even miss those Comcast ones, because the Brighthouse commercials SUCK.

Alright....

hey everybody

I found my remote control AND my key!!!!!!!
Good things happen when you apply yourself.

In other news:

check out my cousins:


Also, vote on my poll, people, I actually tried to ask you guys a serious question.

And lastly, I haven't smoked a cigarette since Valentine's Day, so hurray for me. Next to quit is weed because I gotta pass a drug test eventually, but we all know how long that usually lasts (3-6 days generally).
Well, wish me luck anyways.

Exodus

so is Florida supposed to be Canaan or what...

I think I should be a professional whiner. But I can't help but feel extremely frustrated. Besides, it's only a matter of time before people discover how much of a loser I really am, if you haven't already.

hey guys

i liked it better when i didn't have feelings SO much easier. that way, when i yell at my dog, i wouldn't feel so bad afterward and give him a big kiss!

run ill do no more of this walking

you look a bit like coffee and you taste a bit like me

Anna's Question of the DAY

new poll to your right

Missing People

hilarious.

I'm getting hella sick of wasting time, but why can't I stop?
Why haven't I been to the ocean in months?
And most importantly, what do you do when you see your friend Paul on a TV show with a face on a fire and a killer mustache?


these age old questions...

Why does it seem that in a lot of relationships, someone is settling for less?
Like, I notice a lot that really cool guys will be with extremely dumb bitches, and really chill girls will be with asshole guys.
WAT'S THE DEAL???/

i don't know i guess it makes me feel pretty lucky to not have to settle. but still it's a little heartbreaking to observe.

Life with Noah

You thought I was done, but I definitely wasn't. I can't explain why I find this so interesting. I think it just baffles me to understand that people like Noah are actually out there, carrying on their lives without me.

This guy:

a fifteen year old named Jordan, starts calling Noah pathetic and tell him to leave LiLo alone etc. This sets Noah off on a philosophical rampage.
"People lke you are all fooled by Obama," he starts, "all prim and proper, nice and cute attitude, just like how a girl is supposed to act. Trust me man, that ain't real life!"
He continues, "Real life people don't supposed to get offended when someone calls them a name, or a joke, or a poke, or whatever." He signs heavily. "Nah, real life people are supposed to tell each other to fuck off and die! And they both give each other a hug because they trust each other SO MUCH they know that it's just a sign of affection!" He begins to grow angry again. "But people like YOU," he seethes. "You see a word like slut, ho, or something, and you get all irrational, saying I should act all nice and polite like Obama, that THAT is the example I should take, that I shouldn't slang and all my messages should be typed super perfect, too. Because I should question elite, preppy, ivy league mentality, I should want to BE one of those snobbish boys and act astute and calm and all that, and always go with the status quo." Finally, Noah is through with explaining. He tried to clarify a few things, but he was having trouble remaining calm. "GO FUCK YOSELF YOU BRAINWASHED MAGGOT FOR BRAIN SCUMBAGS TOO LAZY TO PICK UP A BOOK ON POLITICAL SCIENCE EVEN ONCE IN YO LIFE YET FEEL IT APPROPRIATE TO GIVE ME ADVICE! FUCK YOU AND YOUR STATUS QUO! I AM NOTHING LIKE YOU AND YOUR ESTABLISHMENT! I AM RAW, AND I WILL EAT YOUR EAR! YOU DON'T KNOW ME AND YOU NEVER WILL!!!!"

lol that's Noah.

Remember that Black Sheep rhyme? Someone responded, "Listening to your poetry explains why your music blows!" Music you can find here!

Sgt Doakes

Sergeant Doakes lives on in our hearts forever. The world has lost a great cop.

Life with Noah

So I found my new favorite thing to do online, and it's to read all the comments people leave on Lindsay Lohan's blog. Her blog in general is funny enough, but the comments are just off the hook.
Now, you have the people who love her, and then the people who talk shit. And then you have people who talk shit to the people that love her and vice versa.
In one blog, Lindsay is listening to Foreigner, and says, "head games- that's what the tabloids and pap's play with everyone .... don't they? everyone plays games, but it gets to the point sometimes when you just want to know why.."
lol well this kid, Noah, who makes the worst beats of all time, starts talking shit and people are getting pissed. So to sum up his rebuttal, he busts out a nursery rhyme themed rap. He typed it in all caps and broken English, so I spruced it up a little bit.

"black sheep black sheep have you any wool?
YESSS SIRR YESS SIRRR,
three bags, FOOL!
ONE FOR THIS TWIT SAYIN' IM STUPID SINCE I USE CAPS
one for this imbecile riding my cock like a fag
yo, they fucked, so i pay them no mind
i just put this cheap mothafuckin wool over their lazy faded eyes
the third is for lindsay lohan, free of charge
put that over her face while her wacko stalker crew of lesbos and fags wishes they could slam her from behind really hard."
I think he kinda lost it in that last stanza or two, but yeah, other than that, it's pretty good.
Noah is my new favorite person. Expect another blog entry following this one with more quotes from him.

happy 13th

I have a really sexy boyfriend you guys!!!!!!!

thanks

No one has been leaving me any comments.
Thanks a lot guys.

In other news, I feel strange because I haven't posted a blog entry about my favorite fictional character ever created.



That's some Sgt. Doakes for you.

Anyways, this is what has been on my mind lately. Episodes of Dexter. That's about all I'm willing disclose on the subject, but just so everyone knows.


By the way, I was exploring Tru TV'S Crime Library, and there's some really messed up stuff on there. Such as this:


An eleven year old from Sarasota was abducted, and it was caught on tape.
I don't know. This kind of shit is just really uncool.

My new favorite website

Tru TV's Crime Library

See you in a few days people.

uhhll

Sometimes I just feel like such an idiot. If there was a contest over how many times a person can say the wrong thing in one conversation, I'd definitely be a runner up. I just feel so awkward. Like, everything I want to say, I take it and word it all wrong so what I'm really thinking takes the verbal form of something way worse. And I'm at a no loss for disclaimers these days, either. Since I'm constantly saying what I didn't mean to say, I feel like I have to explain myself every chance I get. When am I ever gunget some mental peace?
I had multiple wilderness camp themed dreams this morning. If only they had let me drink Jones' soda at wilderness camp, because they did in my dream. It was a semi-excellent dream, except we weren't too far out in the wild.
I had the desire to kill my dog today. I don't think I've ever been so pissed off at him in my life as I just was five minutes ago.
Severely angry.

I think the most obnoxious thing about creepy people is the fact that they can't understand how they're being perceived as creeps, while continuing to act creepily right before your very eyes.

This is Anna Hobbs, for your health...
The Hogue brothers need to stop drinking ASAP.

it's weird

I don't want anything to be different from the way that it turned out, because this is the first time in months I think I've understood why things end up being the way that they do.
It's vague, I know, but I think there's always a quixotic time of understanding, where I finally question nothing and accept everything. Simply because that's how it is.
And, not to mention, I think something that is happening now is much different than anything that has ever happened before.

wow

I mean, to be honest, I think this is the best. The best thing ever. There's very few things that are like this.
l
o
l
guyz
Little did you all know, I'm secretly quite...
well, maybe you know.

I WANT TO GO

BACK TO FREAKING COLLEGE

"Tonight we're having intestines!" -- my step dad.

A Few Issues

1) I think movies are strange because they take parts of life and portray them in a way that would never actually happen. It's frustrating sometimes, but in a way, it's good, because I don't think people really watch movies to get some reality. I'm mostly interested in movies that are way different than what my life is like, or something takes place that would never happen in my life. Randomly, a movie like my life will come out, and it will be something terrible like Taxi Driver, or Raging Bull, or Ronin, or, really, any Roberto Di Nero movie, and it's always a very profound experience for me.
One movie that really frustrates me, although it's probably one of my favorite movies, is Life is Beautiful. Because, really, I find it hard to believe that this guy was able to sneak his child into the barracks of his concentration camp, who just chills with him throughout the entire movie. That is a detail that is hard to overlook at times. I don't know, maybe the Italian Jews had it a little more lax in than the other Jews of the world in their Italian concentration camps, you know how they are.
2) There sure are a lot of power outlets in my room. Sometimes I worry about electromagnetic waves. I don't like the idea that these waves can give me a feeling of paranoia and fear, and the sensation that I'm being watched. It's going to make me think the house is haunted.
3) I'm running out of things to wear, and it's frustrating me!!!!
4) I can't find my remote control anywhere, I have no clue where it could be. This makes life a lot more difficult and inconvenient for me, because I hate getting out of bed to change the channel or turn it off. I guess I'm a little spoiled when it comes to the latest technology, such as jacuzzis and bobble heads and remote controls!
5) wonder more want more than we did before the shit is running and it runs deep i'm way out when you mean it on the inside you still can't get to me fits around me so tight fits around me so tight fits around me SO TIGHT fits around me SO TIGHT fits around me fits around me fits around me fits around me fits around fits around me fits around me fits around me

I'm a perv

but I'm so down with the little boy version of people that you only see in family albums.
Damn it's getting late I've wasted too much time on this thing.

Nostalgia

Sometimes days literally smell like California, especially mixed with the way the air feels on my face and the way the sun streams at certain angles. It makes me feel like I'm walking to McClellan Ranch Park, or sitting at the bottom benches at Linda Vista. It feels like drinking Oregon Chai and smoking a bowl at Coffee Society, or making a soda can pipe at Jollyman, or fishing at the reservoir. I could be driving down 17 headed for Santa Cruz with the windows down listening to college radio, or climbing the foothills behind Los Altos. Or I could be in Alex Day's backyard tripping on acid, or eating macaroni and cheese outside at Whole Foods. It feels like leaving the library at De Anza to get to class on time, riding my bike to work, or playing chess at Santana Row. If I close my eyes and try not to think too hard, I can see 7th st and the MLK library with its pouring sun and bowing trees, and quiet hum, never too overbearing, even if I am downtown.

Nostalgia is hitting me like a bag of hammers, and yes, it is painful.

Blog of Note

Check out this fresh new blog hot off the press courtesy of Harlan Hogue.
hot blog
Do your worst, Hargoyle.
Also, new question of the week to the right.

"I need to go to the projects more often".

That's a direct quote from Nigel Barker, and I'm pretty sure he is the hottest guy on the history of the planet.



That's right, ladies, he also has an English accent.



This shit, however, is unacceptable:


Those people have got to GO.

If I were taller, I would try out for America's Next Top Model only in hopes of getting somewhat close to him. I have no desire to be a model, but I have every interest in modeling for Nigel Barker. He can take my picture any day.

Benefit of the Doubt

Deserved or undeserved?
I just gotta stop being so damn easy, because in the end, it's always been my fault.
It's just frustrating because, I mean, how many times am I going to make the same stupid mistakes? And why is it impossible for me to ever feel like talking to God about it?
I know people say that God will accept you for who you are right now. But I don't think that's true. I don't think I'll feel God's presence again until I stop living a certain way. He's not going to reach out to me anymore than I'm going to reach up to him.

best show on television

Dominick Dunne: Power, Privilege, and JUSTICE

Hulk Hogan

is not as unappreciated as I once believed.

hey guys

whats happening

i'm having dexter withdrawals. also, ever heard of a little thing called feelings? well, i think i'm developing some pretty strong ones for a certain someone. it's kind of been clouding my judgment lately, so consider this an apology in advance for any of the dumb stuff i might say.
i know i know i know what you're thinking. but you don't know what i'm thinking, so save it plz.

sick of being sick

I just threw up cough drops. I'm bummed because it's a beautiful day, which I will spend in bed.
Man. Sometimes I hate myself and everything I have to say.

Sex

is just a lie that makes you believe that you're closer to someone than you actually are.
Please not this time.

by the way

WHAT'S UP DENMARK, INDONESIA, MEXICO, NETHERLANDS, AND THE UK?

pretty deep survey

see how many people hate me after this

CATEGORY ONE : ABORTION
1] Do you want abortion to stay legal or be illegal?:
Well, I am totally against abortion in every aspect, so I'd probably have to choose the latter.

2] Would you ever get an abortion yourself?:
HECK NO

3] Do you think abortion should be legal for everyone, or just in the case of rape or something life-threatening?:
I think it should be totally illegal.

4] Why do you have the views on abortion that you do(ex. religion, someone explained stuff to you, etc.)?:
Because I don't believe that we should choose who lives or dies, and I think life begins immediately.

5] If your best friend got an abortion, would you still talk to her?:
That's the point of having a best friend, shit happens and it wouldn't change anything.

6] Should an age limit be put on abortions (ex. only girls under 18 can get abortions or some other age)? Why?:
How about nobody.

7] What do your parents think about abortion?:
Pro-life as far as I know.

8] If you want abortion illegal, aren't you worried about more babies being left in dumpsters and women performing abortions with clothes hangers, killing the babies?
Just as bad as any other form of death, such as drowing, falling of a cliff, being aborted...

9] Do you know anyone who had an abortion and regretted it?:
Yeah, but I also know people who don't regret it.

10] Do you think abortion is a responsible or irresponsible way to deal with pregnancy?:
I don't think it's irresponsible, I just think it's immoral.

CATEGORY TWO : GAY RIGHTS
1] Should gays have the right to marry? Why or why not?:
I don't know, really. I have conflicting view points.

2] Gays should be treated like normal people, yes or no?:
As long as they're people and not cyborgs or dogs.

3] Why do you think society acts so strangely about gay people?:
Well, people are strange when you're a stranger.

4] Do you use "gay" as an insult?:
Yeah, sometimes it's just the perfect word.

5] Can you be born gay, or is it a choice?:
I don't know ask a gay guy. I've met a lot of fake gay people, though, so it's most likely both.

6] Is any older person in your family strongly against gays?:
Isn't there one in every family?

7] If you have any gay/bisexual friends, do you support them?:
Yes, they're chill.

8] Some people don't think we're born with any sexuality and that we just "decide" later on. Do you agree or disagree?:
I don't think I decided my sexuality, but I know I wasn't sexual as a kid.

9] Obama is against gay marriage, but is for civil unions. Do you think the same way?:
OBAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10] Should gays be allowed in the military?:
I guess, but I don't know any gay guys who would WANT to join the military.

CATEGORY THREE : DRUG LEGALIZATION
1] Should marijuana be legal or illegal?:
Haha, I'd say legal, but I'm biased.

2] Some people think ALL drugs (cocaine, heroin, etc.) should be legal. Do you?:
LOL.

3] If marijuana became legal, do you think it would be less "taboo" and less kids would do it just to be cool?:
Is that what kids are doing these days?

4] If marijuana became legal, would you be more tempted to try it?:
Oh yeah, big time.

5] Should things like cigarettes and alcohol be illegal?:
Haha, good luck with that one.

6] What are some negative aspects to marijuana becoming legal?:
They'd probably add some shit to it, and we'd all lose motivation, therefore, small business would suffer.

7] And what about some positive aspects?:
We wouldn't be wasting tax dollars and prison space on harmless potheads.

8] Have you ever tried marijuana yourself? If so, do you think it's harmless enough to be legal?:
Helll yeaahhh

9] If marijuana became legal, what should be the minimum age you're allowed to purchase it at?:
10 YEARS OLD PLAYA

10] Is marijuana even a big deal to you?:
Only because it's illegal.

CATEGORY FOUR : EDUCATION
1] Teachers technically aren't allowed to fail you the first marking period because they don't want you to get yourself "into a hole you can't dig out of" and fail for the year. Is this a good method?:
I have no idea what you're talking about.

2] Do you believe that grades reflect intelligence?:
In some aspects, but not usually.

3] I heard on the news that children that do their homework regularly are 35% more likely to get paid more than the people who don't do it regularly. What do you think of that?:
I THINK THAT'S PRETTY FINE

4] There's a black history month and it's usually recognized in schools. There's also a women's history month, Native American culture month, etc. but they're not recognized in school or any other place really. Why is that?:
White guilt.

5] Should teachers be allowed to hit their kids like old times?:
Maybe a little smack on the ass.

6] Should teachers be allowed to talk about religion in a public school?:
It's called freedom of speech, but there's a difference between talking about religion and force feeding it.

7] Should teachers be allowed to talk about their personal lives to students?:
I really don't care about my teachers personal lives.

8] Do you think that teachers should be stricter about spelling and grammar (especially since most people still mess up its and it's, you're and your, etc.)?:
I would be.

9] You have to take four years of English and Gym in high school, but not four years of any other subject. Why do you think English and Gym were chosen?:
I only had to take a year and a half of gym because I got away with murder.

10] Is gym class really necessary?
Well, it's not making anyone any less fat.

CATEGORY FIVE : WAR
1] "Fighting for peace is like fucking for virginity." True or false?:
Can't you say having sex instead?

2] Do you agree with the war in Iraq?:
No.

3] Obama thinks that the real war is in Afganistan. Do you agree?:
I have no idea what you're talking about.

4] Will withdrawing our troops from Iraq be a good or bad thing?:
I don't really care.

5] Do you think it's right for the government to draft men into the war, whether they're willing or not?:
I'd be pretty pissed.

6] Even if you don't agree with the draft, do you think women should be drafted as well (as long as they're not pregnant and such)?:
NO WAY!!!

7] Do you think the war in Iraq was really necessary, even after Bush admitted there was no weapons of mass destruction in Iraq?:
I don't know enough about it, and I'm not one for conspiracy theories so spare me.

8] Does war really solve anything?:
Hell yeah it does and you're a tree hugging hippie douche if you say otherwise. We wouldn't have our country if it wasn't for war.

9] Do you believe that world peace is possible?:
No wway.

10] "Most wars start because of religion." True or false?:
False who the heck is going around saying this crap? I'm pretty sure most wars are some country's self righteous tendencies that they can't keep in check.

CATEGORY SIX : MORALS & VALUES
1] Do you believe in sex before marriage?:
No, but let's face it, I know few people strong enough to stick to that.

2] What about bringing your kids up to be good Christian kids?
Well, that's what I'd want to do.

3] Should the woman take the man's last name?:
I think so.

4] Do you have to be married to have kids?:
No one HAS to do anything, but I think it's better that way.

5] Are getting piercings and tattoos "ruining" your body?:
Maybe not for you, but I'm not about to put a bumper sticker on a Bentley, gnomesayin?

6] Would you have sex with someone you didn't love?:
Those are the only people I have sex with.

7] Would you cheat on someone?:
I don't think it's ever a planned out intentional thing.

8] Would you date someone of a different race/religion/etc.?:
Sighhh I guess.

9] Is religion the number one thing in your life?:
Well, I want God to be the number one thing in my life, but not exactly the religion aspect.

10] Do you personally believe you have good morals/values?:
lol no.

CATEGORY SEVEN : FEMINISM
1] Women and men should be viewed as equals, right?:
lol NO

2] Do you believe in stereotypes like "all women should shave their legs" or "all women should wear tight pants"?:
Hmm, I didn't know all women should wear tight pants.

3] Do you think pornography is degrading to women?:
YES IT'S ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING ACTUALLY

4] Even if you don't like Hillary Clinton, aren't you glad that a women has gotten THIS CLOSE to becoming president?:
Yeah, it's pretty cool.

5] Do you think women that wear skimpy clothing are degrading themselves?:
I think they're trying to make guys lust after them, which is a messed up thing to do.

6] What do you think about how women are portrayed in the media?:
I don't want to get into it.

7] Is anyone in your family sexist towards women?:
Not that I know of.

8] Do you cringe when someone says "feminism is stupid" when it's the idea of women and men being equal?:
Feminism IS stupid.

9] People who are feminists are usually liberals. Are you a feminist and liberal?:
No and no. I guess YOU'RE RIGHT.

10] Is it possible to be for legalization of abortion but still a feminist?:
Isn't that what feminists think abortion is about?

CATEGORY EIGHT : SEX EDUCATION IN SCHOOLS
1] Do you think schools should teach real sex ed or just abstinence only?:
I guess that's up to the parents, isn't it?

2] Should students be able to obtain free condoms in school from their nurse?:
EW no way.

3] Or should condoms be distributed to each student in health class?:
Put the condoms AWAY.

4] Do you think your school is being realistic about sex in health class?:
Is that what kids are doing these days?

5] Should students learn about just condoms and the pill or all types of birth control?:
Man this is worse than the war category.

6] Should parents be able to decide whether their child should learn about sex or should the school just automatically teach it?:
It's totally up to the parents.

7] Should ALL schools, even religious ones, teach the truth about sex and not just abstinence only education?:
What's the TRUTH about sex? Am I missing something here?

8] Do you think schools are being realistic about teenagers and sex or do they just think they can scare them out of it?:
I don't know.

9] Have you ever been taught wrong facts in health class?:
Well, I don't remember health class at all.

10] Would you say your school has a pretty good sex ed system?:
SCHOOL SUCKS

CATAGORY NINE : POLITICS
1] Republican or Democrat (or perhaps Independent or another party)?:
Pretty republican.

2] McCain or Obama?:
Well, I'm pretty happy with Obama actually.

3] Obama or Clinton (must choose one)?:
Probably Obama.

4] Huckabee or McCain (must choose one even though Huckabee's out)?:
Huckabee!!!!

5] Do you think Obama is a terrorist just because he is Muslim?:
Huh?

6] Do you think Clinton can't handle presidency because she is a woman?:
I don't include her in the woman category so much.

7] Do you think McCain is too conservative to be a president?:
No, obviously.

8] Did you hate all the candidates and wish there was someone better running?:
I don't like any politician. And I DON'T like politics.

9] What qualities would the perfect president have?:
The perfect president would be Jesus.

10] Are you more of a radical, liberal, or conservative? Or do you just not care?:
I don't really care, but would have to be conservative.

CATAGORY TEN : RANDOM
1] Some say 9/11 was planned by Bush. Agree or disagree?:
hahahahaha wait are we talking about the same Bush?

2] Some people believe Obama is a terrorist and that he was/is Muslim. Agree or disagree?:
I feel we went over this already.

3] Dick Cheney is against gay marriage but has a lesbian daughter. What do you think of that?:
Sucks for him.

4] Do you think we really need channels like BET, WE (Women's Entertainment), etc. for each gender/race or do you think it just stereotypes genders/races?:
All television sucks.

5] Should the government be honest with us and tell its people EVERYTHING (ex. some people say that the government hides information about contact with aliens)?:
People are too stupid to know everything.

6] Do you think prostitution should be legal?:
No not even close.

7] What do you think schools should do to prevent school shootings from occurring?:
Get to know the kids as individuals.

8] Should the school system be allowed to teach you wrong info and/or exaggerate things?:
No way.

9] Do you believe in the stereotype that all Americans are fat, lazy, and stupid?:
Yes.

10] Do you think religion causes most of the world's major problems?:
More like Atheism causes most of the world's major problems.

I'm really good at scaring people away.

bleh

I think I'm getting sick, so someone pleassee just push me off of a cliff real fast when I'm looking the other way.
I hate having a cold. I would rather be severely hungover any day.

falling asleep

Why is that many a time when I am drifting off to sleep do I get weird images in my head, like the cast of Dexter dressed up for the Day of the Dead festival in Mexico City, or people's faces except with a mustache? Probably because it's the way my subconscious mind processes my daily life. Or maybe that's really my conscious mind, and I'm only pretending to think rationally.
Also, every time I start to get close to someone, it's like falling asleep on a hammock of rose petals and woken up shortly after because you're falling off of a cliff into an iceburg ridden ocean infested with giant squids. It starts off pretty good, but it just starts getting worse and worse. Or at least, that's what I assume will happen so I wind up cutting to the chase.
So let's hope I'm wrong about everything.

oh yeah

remember this?

Langerado

has been cancelled.
No trip to Miami in March. No Broken Social Scene until who knows when. I thought I wouldn't have to go a whole year without seeing them, but it looks like it could be longer than that. Because I know them. They come to California every chance they get but don't really hit up Florida too often, just like every other band I love. But, I mean, I guess I can't expect them to tour the country all year round like slaves so they'd come to Florida every few months.
But now this is becoming a little more general. Most of the bands I like seem to leave the Tampa Bay Area out of their tour. Only really shitty bands, like A Skylit Drive and Chiodos, Metro Station and Less Than Jake, Senses Fail and Bright Eyes.
Cat Power, however, tends to just chill in New York and LA, but will get as close as Athens, Georgia or somewhere in North Carolina. That's lame. Have The Decemberists even gone anywhere since they cancelled their tour last year when someone got hella sick? Maybe Colin Meloy has but I don't even know. Brand New has been MIA since 2007 as well. Everyone else chills in LA, San Francisco, San Diego, Mountain View, and Santa Cruz. I don't know, I wish I had better luck with shows. Wish I had better luck in life. You know. Just another reason I miss California!
Anyways, all my posts turn into something they didn't start out to be. This one, for example, started out as me giving you information and turned into me rambling and getting nostalgic. So that's enough of this. Some weird version of Alice in Wonderland is on TV, and I think that's where I'm headed.
Also, I think I'm going to add Harlan as an author on my blog but I'm not sure. What does everybody think? I'm afraid he will try to sabotage the blog. Let's take a vote.

i keep

posting really gay blogs

some more creepy things to say

And it's only been about twenty six minutes.
This is the part of myself that I can't stand. I'm getting all giggly for almost no reason on an almost hourly basis. I feel these constant waves in my gut, and my vision gets blurry if I look to the right too fast. I lie in bed and rest my palms on my stomach and on my thighs and on my hips and on my neck and behind my knees and beneath my jaw just to touch the places you did simply because you were there simply so you don't feel so far away. Although you're not that far and tomorrow will come soon. Which is why I can't understand how I can miss you so much, and this is the part of myself that I can't really stand.
But I know what tastes good, and I know what feels right. But I'm still very scared of being wrong.

so i noticed

not a lot of people read my blog yesterday.
whats up with that shit huh? you guys gotta problem?

my eyes are burning and i can't explain a thing.
if every night was like this one and the last, i guess i'm pretty much down.